"I have more trouble with myself than with any other man I've met." -D.L. Moody
So it's been awhile since I've posted and I've seen a bunch of people do these and it seems like a good way for me to get back into the blogging mode. And some have told me I should do this. I figure after doing it I'll be more inclined to actually finish entries rather than leave them unfinished for months to come and never come back to them. What am I referring to? These 30 day blogging challenges that are all over the place. I've seen a bunch of different ones, but I just picked this one since it wasn't just post your favorite whatever each day. That's boring. So here's the list:
Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.
Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 04 - Your views on religion.
Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.
Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.
Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.
Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.
Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.
Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.
Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.
Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.
Day 14 - Your earliest memory.
Day 15 - Your favorite blogs.
Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.
Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.
Day 18 - Your beliefs.
Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.
Day 20 - How important you think education is.
Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.
Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?
Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 girls who are famous who you find attractive.
Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.
Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.
Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.
Day 27 - A problem that you have had.
Day 28 - Something that you miss.
Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days.
Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month.
Day One: My current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
Thus I'll start today with Day 1. So...my relationship status. According to the almighty Facebook, I'm single. I'm not gonna lie, I want a relationship as much as anybody else. However, I've come to the conclusion that having one right now would be a bad idea. First and foremost, I don't feel I've reached the maturity level yet for the kinds of relationships I'm looking for. I don't remember if I touched upon this on a previous post or not, but my entire life I've always felt a step behind everyone else in maturity and just felt smaller in general in comparison to everyone else. I attribute that to the fact that I was quite a bit younger than other people in my grade and being the shy kid I am. This lapse in maturity has led me to believe that I currently don't have the emotional or mental maturity to have a meaningful relationship. I dunno, I could always be wrong about this too, but I guess we'll never know. Secondly, I've started having trust issues some time ago. It's complicated. Well...not really. It's just simply I don't trust people as much as I did before. I was (and kinda still am) naive and believe pretty much whatever people told me, which turned around to bite me in the ass. Thirdly, I'm still too shy to actually approach girls or make a move if somehow I made it past the introductions. I told myself I'd work on this, but you know what? It's damn tough to get over nerves when approaching a beautiful girl. Fourthly, I don't even know if fourthly is correct, but thats not the real fourth point. The real point is that girls are confusing. It's that simple. Fifthly, I just wanted to have a fifthly. Sixthly, I'm just messing with you, this is the end of the post.
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thanks for being honest here man.