"You wear a mask for so long, you forget who you were beneath it." -V for Vendetta
I know I'm a horrible conversationalist. I enjoy silence as much as I enjoy a meaningful conversation with someone. I understand that I'm much better at talking or opening up to someone when I'm not facing them. Obviously things like that would be much better face to face rather than talking online or through the phone. It's always better to physically be looking at the person into their eyes. For me though that honestly scares me. I don't like feeling vulnerable like that. People say eyes are the window to the soul so I can only guess what people see when they look into mine. I'm not saying I'm a horrible person or anything underneath, but of course I have some secrets that no one knows that have changed me. There's a reason they're secrets. Maybe I'm just worried that if people find out about my entire story things will change. I'm incredibly mindful of what people think of me. Not one of my greatest qualities though it does have a plus sides to the many downsides.
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