“We all have different desires and needs, but if we don't discover what we want from ourselves and what we stand for, we will live passively and unfulfilled.” -Bill Watterson
I seem to be thinking a lot about the past lately and for a couple reasons. I'm not over my past in more than one way. I haven't moved on towards the future. I haven't stopped caring about things I can't change. Most importantly, and probably the most pathetic, I can't forget the people who came into my life and are no longer a part of it. Some may understand what I mean by that while the rest can just think about it in generalities. People never seem to have to same understanding and meaning of the past. Some people do everything in their power to forget the past completely. Sometimes to run away from something or maybe because they decided to have a new beginning. Others place a lot of focus on the past. Learning from it or reliving the important moments of our lives. For me? I'm the person who knows that they're doing something bad for oneself, but I keep on doing it because I'm obviously a pathetic dumbass. Look on the bright side though, 27 days until Final Fantasy 13 because I'd rather be distracted by the lives of video game characters than realize what the truth of myself is.
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